d name

my name is sad
and i've been trying all my life to understand dat name means nothing but name
but still i didnt like it.
as i grew, cant take it anymore, decided to change it to fine.
i am fine, with my last name, weak.
above all of that, my nickname is lonely, still.
now i can only take me as i am.
still be grateful
and i have my good friends that's very faithful
they're happy, warm, and colorful
often visits me
and i love them for them