it's time to say goodbye

today, we decided to end up the love. even though in my mind i still believe dat love not always suppose to be a let go thing but more to struggling. the love shared was sweet. i can say now dat he's one of greatest blessing He ever gave me. i told him so yet :) for short six years being together (compare to lifetime), ever i had felt so afraid of letting go. years ago, dunno exactly, bought a healing book, 50 Ways to Let Go and be Happy of Chuck Spezanno. spelled in indonesian, Agar Bahagia, Lepaskanlah! havent read it yet, actually, but i thought i found my own way as i grow up. I'll read it in a single next spare time :p
now, tears is less while acceptance is raise, and believing of He'll take care d rest, im following d path. starts with faith dat life will be fine, depend on how we reacted to it *ya ga doo..*
less tears hopefully minimize d pain. *pray He'll take away our pain, ta*
thank you so much for thinking of me til last,ta. wonderful big hearted of yours.
i'll be brave. im ready of nu life ahead. just gimme some time, i'll be back with smile.
love remains as it should be, to make us rich.

hoping one day people not put squares life of religion, ras, and anything dat may differs us from others but attitude..

*dedicated to man i ever love (we'll be okay)
October 29, 2006, 2:38:04 PM

Comments

[Dewi]

Gosh!!!
I wish i was there 4 u, it must be very hard 4 u,n i can imagine it. But i also very proud of u sist, It was a very brave decision, I hope that what u really wanted.N if it is, then I'm sure there's a brand new excitement life ahead that will come to u. My last advice, enjoy it, enjoy ur life, try not to sweat all ur past ok!
FIGHTING!!!